To be on the other end of a ghost’s hotline is to die a million deaths. For every character you send is another thousand suicides. Every time your phone lights up and it’s not them… Silent desperation makes you pick it up, unlock, scroll to their name, and wait.
I feel like drinking.
I won’t. It’ll just hurt a little while longer.
“Rather feel pain than nothing at all.” I’ve said this my whole life. But feeling nothing sounds rather pleasant right now.
I led with my heart, and now I have to think myself out of this mess.
There’s nothing six new legs won’t fix. (They won’t get that… Whatever, who cares)
Ego. Ego cares.
I really need to put my ego to death once and for all. It’s destroying everything I’m working to build.
Maybe this is the straw that broke the camel’s back. Maybe this is the one who finally kills me.
“This love will be the death of me, but I know, I’ll die happily.”